October 12th....I had alot to be excited and worried about. It was the Dorchester fair and I was taking my horse to the show. I also was meeting a boy that I thought I would never have a chance with. But now that I think of it, why would he come to meet me if he wasnt going to give me a chance? I was looking around all day for Rob, when finally I thought I saw him across the ring leaning on the fence. I thought he was too good to be true, I couldn't believe it. By the time I finally realized that yes this was him he started to leave!!! So I trotted over on my horse and tried to stop him but he was already driving away. I thought I had lost him, and I hadn't even got to meet him yet. Then I had an idea, luckily I had already memorized his cell number. I called him up and told him I saw him and said come back!! I saw his black Mustang pull in and I walked right up to it on my horse, so he definately wouldnt miss me. This was when I finally laid eyes on my best friend and the love of my life. There was much more to that first meeting then I can type on this site. I felt unusually at ease with Rob, and he made me feel comfortable. When he left we just shook hands, although I wanted to give him a hug I held back. The next day was hell, I couldn't stop thinking about him and what he thought of me. I had told him to call me, and I hadnt heard from him so I thought that I blew it. Finally the day after that we caught up with eachother and we both confessed how amazed we both were with eachother. It was a very good feeling. and so things progressed. Now I don't even no how I lived life without him, it feels like I only just started living. I love you so much Rob, it's unbelievable, it must have been meant to be.